Sometimes I think that I’m crazy, especially during nights like this.
I can’t sleep my mind is getting the best of me , i don’t know why i feel like this but it’s been happening for a while. The nights where i just sit up and think. I think about my daughter even tho she’s right in front of my face as i type this sleep , of course. I wonder am i giving her enough ? am i doing enough? I’m never sure. Never have the answer to those questions, they just rumble through my mind constantly. And then i think about the man i’m n love wit who is also here with me, and all i can wonder to myself is am i enough for them? am i enough for anybody? am i enough for school r my jobs ? My mind just wonders during nights like this . I’ll be up till 6 o’clock letting my thoughts get the best of me . Even though i have to be up 8 o’clock tomorrow morning.